Alhamdulillah!!

It took me quite a while to craft a post every month and to brainstorm ideas on what my readers want to read are tough especially the topic that I shared might be a repeat from the previous post but I knew that I need to come out with better content. For those loyal readers who are here, not to criticize, I appreciate it because I know that it is quite a challenge to appeal to everyone here. I am very glad that some would understand and some do not. I would take this critic as a lesson for me to keep on improving myself in terms of my content or to be a better me. As time flies by so fast, I know it is hard to please everyone but on the bottom of my heart, I am cool with all this as I have lived long enough to be who am I right now.

I missed my late granddad and grandma so much as they are part of my life when I am a young boy till an adult. I missed their presence so much and wished that they were with me now. I knew that Allah loved them more. I remembered back in the 2018, when my grandma passed away, it took me almost 3 months to move on and it really affected my daily life but I knew that I need to be strong to face these. Even though my late grandma and granddad were not around, I knew that I can be stronger than before. May they rest in peace. Love both of you!!

I cannot believe that it is already April and I have so many things to do before I reached my prime age of 30. I am sure that 2021 will be a good year for me and my family as I am making sure that my family will be financially stable in the coming years to come because the pandemic made me and my family realised that we need to be mentally and emotionally prepared with any unforeseen situation that would hit the world that also affect our livelihood. 

As months passes by, I do realise that I need to be ready for what to come and I am starting to come to terms that life is pretty short and I should maximise the time I have to ensure everything goes as planned. I am very concerned with what had happened for the past one year and time for me to plan again what shall I do for the rest of 2021. 

For now, I will be concentrating to build my small business with my mum and eventually, to venture to my own business. As previously, I have been planning to do so but just the time is not right yet. So I am glad that I made my first step to try something that out of my initial business plan, thank you to my mum who is supportive on building the small business with me. I guess it is time to hype up the situation as the pandemic is still here for a long time. With the opportunity came to me, I hope to do my very best to make it a success for my future and maybe for my mum's retirement too. You won't know but I will make sure that Allah will help me with this humble business of mine.

Apart from the business, I will be focusing on my career too so as to fund for my daily expenses and save up for the future. Juggling both is tough but I knew that I can do it and with all the support I have around me, I pray that everything will go on smoothly. I knew that to have both at the same time is taking a lot of time, the satisfaction of doing it is good to be honest. 

If my business is getting more successful, my priority will shift to my business but I will still upgrade myself to venture out to other business for sure. Yes, you might said that it will take a longer time but I have to be positive because what matter the most is the stability of going through the pandemic and having the financial for the future will help me survive through. I am lucky enough that I am strong and well so with the health I have, I need to push myself out of the comfort zone.

Health is very important. I have been emphasizing it on my every post as health whether is mental or physical, you need to take good care of it. For me, if something obstruct my health, I will calm down and take a breather. I will eventually take a short break to rejuvenate and mediate. It will help me to relieve my stress and think positive. If there is no pandemic, I will take a short getaway to travel, of course if I really need one urgently. For now, I will go for staycation or just splurge on myself with food and shopping. 

On the serious note, please do take care of your health especially mental health. I am not expert on these matter. If there is a need, please consult a specialist. As I know that I have one of my close friend who was once depressed but did not take any action but luckily I knew that something amiss, I asked what happening and eventually, I recommend him to seek treatment. Being supportive of my friend undergoing his treatment, he managed to get well. Of course, it will take time and effort but I knew if you are strong to overcome it, you can do it. Please do not condemn this people who are likely to be on the mental breakdown, always be supportive and give them some space and time. 

I would like to end my April post by saying that life is unpredictable and you can't predict the future but you need to take care of your current self in order to be ready for the future. I always say to myself, Rudy, you are strong to overcome what future lies and be ready to fight through the up and down in life. Do take care of yourselves!!

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