Alhamdulillah!!

June 2021. It is already halfway through the year of 2021. I felt that this year is almost the same as last year due to the pandemic that we are going through right now. I felt that for the next few months to come, it will be the same as the cases kept on increasing day by day and hope that one day, there is a need to do more to curb for the virus to be circulating around. I am thinking that we need to ensure to stay away from doing unnecessary things in order for us to stay safe and well. 

I am anticipating for another lockdown real soon because it is a need to do so because the amount of people who are going out is crazy even though the restrictions is tightened. Yes, it is essential to go out to buy all the daily necessities but to keep on going out to walk around aimlessly is a no- no. I could see some people are still stubborn and do not abide to the rules that are implemented. These people should be given fine in order for them to stay vigilant and the consequences that they might carry to affect those innocent people around them. I don't care if you are well and healthy but to keep on going out on the daily basis is crazy. 

Come on!! I don't see the need to go out for now even you have a lot of money to splurge on. I would rather you just sit home and cook. Buy what is needed and cook. I know we are supporting those business which is greatly affected by the rules but we can always support them through online orders. So for those who are doing business, it would be good to have online services to sustain your business in the long run. I know cost will be the factor but taking precaution is better than never right? I am aware that some hawkers are not tech savvy, we can help them to but identifying them and help them in many ways. It will take time but it is good to know something new. I hope those hawkers can adapt to the new normal and find a way to ask around. I am sure that they can do it. Jia You! 

I am ranting this because I cannot take some of the people's attitude towards these rules that are set up to make them stay at home. Yes, I want to have another lockdown in order to curb this virus to be a deterrent to our people in Singapore. Yes, you could say I am very selfish but I want all to stay safe and well first and enjoy later. If the cases are zero for a year or so, we know we are doing our best to ensure that we are good in handling this situation well. I know it would take time but if everyone is doing their part, we can make Singapore to be safe!! So with the uncertainty of the  pandemic, I think it is time for all to be vaccinate as soon as possible.

This month is pretty exhausting for me as workload is pilling and I don't know what to do now. I am pretty stress right now. Maybe it could be the pandemic or the work that I am working or I don't have time for myself, there are a lot of things happening around me and I am very certain I need my life to be in order and fix it as soon as possible to prevent me to be stressful than it is. I know life is pretty unfair for me right now but I knows that Allah will show guidance to right path. 

I prayed everyday that my life will changed for the better. It will take time eventually but the wait is worth it. Time to reflect what I shall do for the rest of the month. Speaking of which, it is time for me to hit the gym once again. After since the Phase 3 (HA), I did not exercise regularly and keep on working non stop. It is really taxing at some point of time when everything is uncertain in life. You won't know what to expect in life. I am blessed with what I have but of course I need to make my life better than it is. 

I was talking to my mum that I need to move out of the house real soon because I need my own space but her reaction was pretty dull, I will give her time as I know it will one day need to move out and live with my future partner. I don't intend to get married and I know it is my parents' wish but I told them that I rather be living alone. 

Being married is not my main top priority unless I have the confidence to settle down. It has been repeatedly discussed with my parents and my close friends but I am the one who will make the end decision. For those beloved readers, I am glad that you know who I am really. Just that I need to ensure the life partner will be one who support me in any way and be together. 

Before I end my post, I would like to take this opportunity to live your life as it is. We have 6 more months till the end of 2021. With some restrictions in life, we know we can go on with our life without any hiccup. I hope that we are able to live our life as we planned but for myself, I hope Allah bless me in any way and able to be patient with all the challenges that I faced in life. Happy Pride Month!!

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