Alhamdulilah!!

2020 is going to end soon so it is time to reflect what had happened in the year. I am quite surprised that a lot of unfortunate events happened that made me wonder what is it like in 2021. Oh well, it is time to be positive before we usher to the new beginning of 2021. Everyone will need to ensure that health is the main priority as it is. 

Don't ever disregard that as the new year approaching, we cannot be too complacent because life is short and we can't predict the future but the future that you plan is in your own hands. Nevertheless, there will be always something that will happen no matter what. We must be ready for what is going to be happen. 

My main priority is to stay healthy in terms of physically and mentally. I have to talk about mental health because being in this situation, there is a need to ensure that we must fought hard to be strong and such. If you see someone in the dilemma, do approach them and talk about it. If there is no way out, do consult a specialist. Be there with them because they need someone by their side. 

The society that we live in is very harsh as we are competing with each other in terms of everything but I guess you need to prioritise those are important and don't be envy with what others have achieve. Yes, it is healthy to be envious but to the extent, neglecting your health and such is a big no-no for me. I am saying this because I am in the position to give up everything but I know that my religion taught me that you need to seek calm with the creator. I know that if I am in the state of depression, the people around me will suffer the consequences. 

You do what you do and please be kind to yourselves. Don't let the negativity affect who you are in the beginning. Some may agree or disagree with me but it is up to you to decide which path you are going- I mean the right path with different possibilities. I hope that my readers are going to be strong in facing uncertainties in life. You never know that your life will change drastically if you are confident. Always bear in mind that once you are successful, help those around you especially your close one as they are the one who are behind you to support and give your the strength you need to pursue the life you want. Most importantly, everyone deserve a pat on their back. 

As 2020 was a year of up and down in my life, I knew that my family and my bestfriends will always support me with what I have done for the year. I am pleased that 2020 taught me a lot of things and life is full of surprises indeed. For now, let me enjoy the last month of 2020 with a breeze. 

I have been working for the past 3 months on my current job and hope that I will get a new job that suit me and what I have studied before in University. I knew it is tough for now to get the right job but it will take time to secure one soon. I have told myself that I can get one soon and at the same time, doing side business with my parents in promoting their epok epok business. 

As the retail industry are not really catching up so it is time to find other alternative which I guess it is good to keep the money flowing in just in case for any emergencies. I told myself that I need to do what is best for me and try to get the most of my time out to do what I really want in life. What young people would say: You are young, time to hustle. Oh well, it is good to hustle but once again, health is important. 

As it is the last month of the 2020, I hope that everyone will make use of the month to reflect on what should be improve in order not to make the same mistakes again in 2021. I am sure that these mistakes that you made will help you to change to a better person. For myself, I have a lot of mistakes that I made that made me regretted my decision and I should be more aware that I should have plan my time properly and making use of the opportunity to be a better person. I knew my life is not as great as those around me but I am just a normal and humble human being trying his best to ensure his life to be better. 

During the past few months, I tried to be strong but sometimes, my emotion is triggered till I blamed myself for what I have done to myself. It may be hard at first but I have to face the reality that life is not full of rainbows and you do what you need to do. Those who see me outside may think I have a good life but the commitment I am handling is huge but I am trying to carry this commitment with a good heart. I came across those who born with a silver spoon, yet they are more stressful than me in terms of their commitment to please people around them. I do talk to them about these matter and we have the same outcome that life is unfair literally even though you got everything in order. 

There will be always something that made you go crazy but overall, it can be quite hard to manage. This is why there is a need for those who really need help to talk to someone, always find someone who are willing to listen to your problem and find a right solution for it. There is always a lot of help you can get and you can just google it. Make sure to do your research properly because nowadays, it is a lot of scams happening around so beware. I am saying this because I almost got scammed but luckily I managed to somehow know that the one I am engaging sound too unconvincing. 

As 2020 seems to be a year of uncertainties, I hope it served some reminders that we need to expect the unexpected and the future is quite bleak right now. Always be ready and prepared for the worst case scenarios. To conclude the end of the year's post, I would like to wish all my readers a best of 2020 and see you on my next post in 2021. Allah Bless. Stay safe and well!! (:

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